Dear Lord, here I am. I love you and I am sorry I am not faithful enough to your readings. I am sorry I do not talk to you every day. You always accept me back into your loving arms. I am almost 40 years old…why can’t I get my act together. Please forgive me for not putting you first in my life. I have so many distractions (work, family, and things of this world). I keep asking myself, why did you give me this broken body! I am so discouraged after all the medical treatments I have received, I still suffer. Sure, it can be sooo much worse. I should be thankful that I can walk, talk, am happily married, have the job of my dreams, and am financially secure. I just wish that I could understand why I have to be in pain every day!?! I know that you have not forgotten me (like I have you), and I know that you have a plan for me. I am actively trying to seek your purpose for me. Please open the door so that I may walk through (pain free, if ok with you). I have NO DOUBT that you can heal me at the blink of an eye, but I also know that you are molding me into who you want me to be. Thank you Lord for loving me enough to get my attention. I am yours Lord; have your way. In Jesus’s name, Amen.
Being a medical provider, I used to believe that there was a medical solution to everything, until I experienced chronic pain.
Living with Chronic Pains 
God asks me to tell you that He does love you and understands your situation. He says you don’t have to talk to Him all the time but do tell Him once in a while that you love Him.
May He ease your pain Robin.
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His grace is amazing. He always sends us comfort and unconditional love, even when we fail Him. I pray He heals you from your pain. He knows that you will take the lessons you have learned from this burden to help others. Stay strong sis. Love you 💜
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